For a long time, i have been having this thought in my head, the word marriage keeps bopping around, this word signifies knot tying; that means becoming one forever until death or circumstances do you part.
The word forever stuck a pause on my moving image, this word echoes continuously “forever!, Forever?!, Forever!” asking itself question Yes or No. finally its a Yes forever!, this seems like a decision that could either make you or break you. in this instance various atoms encompasses the possibilities of make or break.
These words troll themselves as images on my wall reading itself out loud, saying one day you will be filling up those shoes either Good or Bad. now the curiosity of making the right choice fills up my voided thoughts,piling another tonne of pressure on my shoulder while i struggle to balance on this thin rope (make or break). again you ask yourself another question, am i obliged to? the water drips the answer “you are not, but then again loneliness is not a great place to be” . so finally i concord and decided i will get married one day,because staring at an empty wall and murmuring words through the dark night won’t be the life i want to live.
Now that i have decided to get married, i have to plunge myself into the ocean of women and swim for the perfect match, obviously she won’t be all perfect, but guess i will have to accommodate and tolerate her attributes regardless of our little differences. I am not perfect either, she will have to accommodate some of my weirdness also 🙂 and hopefully one day we would have learnt enough to leave our differences behind.
Another thing a wise man told me, he said you don’t find your soulmate when finding, your soulmate finds you when your not finding, but that strikes a question mark pose of what if we don’t both bother to find ourselves :), well i am sure destiny will press play on its remote when the time is right. 🙂